Dreaming of u........

Am I Really Loved? part 4

2007-10-03T19:53:34Z

Title: Am I Really Loved?
Author:eunhae4ever
pairing:eunhae^^
rating:PG( the next part is going to be very errrr hot???
summary:Donghae was never quite loved. His father
always hated him and hurted him and his mother left him. Will anyone ever love him?

This time its much longer. I described a bit more this time. No love or anything still, but the next chapter will be for sure!!!

Hagwun was boring as usual. The teacher at least helped me on some of the assignments. I rode the bus to get to my neighborhood. It was dark outside…. Like Donghae’s eyes…. What the heck??!!! Why did I think of that? I quickly shook my head and felt the bus stop and got off. I slowly walked into my neighborhood feeling kind of chilly because of the cold breeze. When I walked deeper into the neighborhood, I suddenly heard a scream and froze. What was that? That sounded like a guy…Wait… no way…I started walking, faster this time and eventually ran until I couldn’t feel my legs anymore. When I finally saw my house around the corner, I saw someone dripping in blood and collapse in front of my house and I ran to see who it was even though inside I somehow knew who it was. When I saw, I stared in terror and called his name out loud, “Donghae ya!!!”

I shook his shoulder, but all I heard was moaning and saw in shock at his condition and quickly picked him up and got him into my house. Luckily my parents were both gone on a business trip so I didn’t have to worry about explaining anything. I quickly went upstairs and went to one of the guestrooms and put Donghae down, not caring if the sheets got wet with blood. I quickly went to the phone and dialed 911 and told them to come quickly. When he got back in the room where Donghae was he touched Donghae’s face and heard him moan softly. I began panicking of whether the ambulance will make it in time or not and just quietly prayed.

They came ten minutes later and checked on him and did the best they could. They put needles on his arm and did some stitching on his head. They said if they took him back to the hospital, he wouldn’t make it so they just tried there best in the guestroom(I’m not sure if hospitals actually let them do this, but I just did it for future part of story). I waited outside the room panicking and going literally nuts at the thought of Donghae not making it. About an hour later the doctor slowly came out with a grim expression and slowly walked up to me.
I started getting scared but the doctor said, “Don’t worry he will make. He was very close to dying though. What happened to him?”
I just shook my head not knowing either.
The doctor than said that he can stay here a my house because it was still risky to take him to the hospital in such a state. They gave me all the medicine I needed to give him and all the instructions on what to give him like food and other things. The doctor eyed me strangely as if thinking I hurted him which made me feel really uncomfortable. I explained to him all I knew and he just nodded and told me to take good care of him and said that he will be visiting every two days and left.

When I got back to where Donghae was I just stared at him talking to nothing in particular.

“What happened to you? Did your dad do this? How did you even get here? Why does your dad do such things?” , finally stopped and just sat next to him and looked at the needles that were connected to some weird blood thing. I touched his cheek and swear he felt Donghae leaning toward the touch and moan loudly, whispering unconsciously, “Eun..hyuk ah…”. I stared at him and sat down next to him and fell asleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The next day I undid the old bandages and put on new bandages and got myself something to eat. I slowly went down stairs , almost tripping on one of the steps because of being so deep in thought. I went to the kitchen and saw the calendar. Saturday. I opened the cabinets and got some toast and jam and went back to sit next to Donghae and just stared at him, eating while deep in thought, worried. I later got my homework and started working on it, still not leaving Donghae’s side. Once in a while, I went to go to the bathroom or for food, but I almost always stayed next to Donghae as if my life depended on it. While I was doing a math problem my cell phone rang and I noticed it was Sungmin and quickly answered it.

“Hello?”
“Hey Eunhyuk!”
“…Hey”
“Hey didn’t you miss me? Wait… Is something wrong?”
“Ummm yeah….”
“What’s wrong??” ,Sungmin sounded confused.
“It’s Donghae…..”
“What about him??”
I quickly explained all I knew and Sungmin was quiet for a while at the other side.
“…………Where is he now?”
“At my house. I called the hospital and they said if I didn’t call sooner, he probably died.”

“………How is he? Where did he get hurt?”
I could of sworn I heard Sungmin slightly cry, but I didn’t say anything.
“Do you think it has to do with his dad?” Sungmin asked.
“I don’t…. know”
“You don’t think his dad did that to………”

Eunhyuk just whispered again, “I don’t know”

“Well….. I better call you everyday now.”

“Yeah. Oh and when you get back, expect allllooott of homework.” I said trying to lighten the atmosphere and make Sungmin feel better.

Sungmin just laughed in a shaky voice and said ok, even though I could tell he was still crying.

When I hung up, I stared at Donghae and stood up to get some dinner.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

For the next few days everything went fine. The doctor came and checked him and said he will be fine soon and left. Tomorrow was a school day, but Eunhyuk decided to skip the last three days before spring break to take care of Donghae.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Donghae felt dizzy and felt like as if his head was going to crack. He tried to open his eye, but couldn’t and began calling out for the first person he could think about.

“Eunhyuka…”, and drifted back to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Eunhyuka…..”

Eunhyuk heard Donghae saying his name and quickly looked up. He quietly shook Donghae, hoping that he wasn’t daydreaming.

“Donghae, please wake up”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Donghae felt someone calling him and tried harder this time to open his eyes and finally saw what was happening around him and saw lights everywhere.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Donghae?”
Donghae slowly turned his head toward Eunhyuk and smiled sadly.

And Donghae fell back asleep(Lol. He sure falls asleep a lot, but Donghae needs to rest!!!!).

The next day Donghae woke up again feeling better than before. Eunhyuk was not next to him like yesterday, but soon came in and smiled when he saw Donghae awake.

“Want some food?”, and gave a tray of food.
Donghae didn’t say anything, but Eunhyuk just fed him slowly.
Donghae felt kind of silly being fed, but didn’t complain.
“So…… How are you feeling?”
Donghae just quietly said, “Better than before”
Donghae finished all the food and Eunhyuk putted it aside.
Eunhyuk hesitated, but asked, “Donghae, what happened?”
Donghae got quiet and said, “I’m sorry.”
Eunhyuk just stared, but slowly nodded.
And things started getting interesting.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hope that u enjoyed it!!!
Please tell me if I made spelling mistakes by the way!!! I must learn!!!
Anyways the next part is going to be really hot!!! i hope.....

Am I Really Loved? part 3

2007-10-02T03:02:34Z

Title: Am I Really Loved?
Author: eunhae4ever
Pairing: eunhae^^
Rating: PG13 or higher????
warning: violence. A parent hurting his son
Summary: Donghae was never quite loved. His father
always hated him and hurted him and his mother left him. Will anyone ever love him?

When I got to my house, the lights were on for some reason. I suddenly felt like the world stopped. ‘Oh no. He cant be already home can he? Oh god please no…’ I quietly walked towards the front door.

I opened the front door carefully and took my shoes off. The lights were really dim and I quietly walked inside when my head suddenly got slammed on to the wall. I felt dizzy and stared in horror at my dad.

“Where have you been?”

“Father I-”, suddenly I felt my cheek sting after the punch.

“WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?”

“I was with my friend…..”

“I am SICK of you. You come home late now too??”

“Father, I’m Sor-”

“Don’t call me FATHER, YOU FILTHY PIECE OF SHIT!”

The next thing you know is I feel something hard hit my head and see green shards falling around me and I drop to the floor on the side of my stomach.. My head felt dizzy and I felt something dripping down my forehead and notice its blood. Blood. I try to crawl away while facing my dad.

“Please stop”, I whispered, but he didn’t and just followed with another empty bottle on hand.

I suddenly felt the wall against my back. I just prayed that this was all a dream, but felt something hit hard on my left shoulder as I screamed in pain, feeling blood trickle down my left arm. I suddenly felt hands wrap around my neck and I began choking. I then used my knee and kicked him in the stomach and barely moved away, gasping for breath. I tried standing up, but as soon as I did, I felt my hair being pulled and I was slammed to the floor. He then kick me, not stopping. I started coughing blood uncontrollably. Suddenly he stopped and he left me on the floor where I moaned in pain and tears rolled down my face. I saw my dad holding something shiny and sharp, but I wasn’t sure what it was. Then I slowly blacked out and heard my dad say something.

“You killed my son….”

After that….. I don’t remember what he did to me and I never figured it out afterwards either…..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up suddenly feeling pain and looked around me. I was hoping to be dead, but found myself in the living room still alive. My father was near by unconscious from drinking too much. I brought up my right hand and looked at it. Bloody. It was completely soaked in blood. I wondered what my father did to me, but I couldn’t remember as my head started to hurt. I slowly tried standing up, but I quickly fell and yelled out in pain as I saw my legs were also wounded deeply. I needed to get help somehow, but if I called the ambulance they would see my dad. No I cant do that, even if he hurted me….. I cant let him go to jail. I looked up at the clock even though my head was screaming in pain to stop. 2:34am. I tried standing up again and leaned against the wall and succeeded. I slowly walked to the front door and walked out of the house. I nearly tripped over one of the steps and quickly got my balance again. I leaned on any wall I can get near, not knowing where my legs were taking me. I turned on some streets and kept walking. My body kept screaming to stop, but I kept going until I couldn’t take it anymore and stopped in front of a house that was pretty darn big. I leaned against the wall, but soon collapsed and went unconscious again not knowing that the house was awfully familiar….

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am really sorry... this chapter was really short.
Cliffhanger!!! I think.... Is that what it is called?? Im so bad in english...
Guess who's house that is!!!!

Super Junior is Happiness

2007-10-01T04:20:25Z

They are really cute!!!! Super Junior is Happiness!!!!!X3

I was also thinking of doing other fanfics on Eunhae..... Any ideas???
I do have some rough drafts of other fanfics but i dont think they r great......
Please!!!! If u have ideas u want to share, please share!!! id love to listen!!!!!!

Am I Really Loved? Part 2

2007-10-01T03:04:20Z

Title: Am I Really Loved?
Author:eunhae4ever
rating: still G unless your counting parts where boys start feeling love towards each other......
Summary: Donghae was never quite loved. His father
always hated him and hurted him and his mother left him. Will anyone ever love him?

The next day Eunhyuk came to my house just like usual, to go to school together. Eunhyuk…….. He is really nice to me and so is Sungmin, but I just can’t seem to be able to open up to him for some reason that I don’t even know why. Dad was drunk again last night and I got hit several times, but no biggy. I’m pretty used to it now, but lately it seems to get worse and worse. I still remember when I was little, I asked dad if he can play with me, but all I got was some hitting. He never called my name either. He all ways called me something like a piece of shit or something you would call a dog when you’re angry.

I still remember the day when my mom couldn’t stand any of it any longer and left me to my dad to literally die. She lied to me about having a business trip and gave me a letter before she left me. I even memorized the whole thing.

‘Dear Donghae,

I am sorry that I left you to your father, even though it is very dangerous. I could have brought you with me, but I had this feeling of hatred on you. To be honest Donghae, I never truly loved you as a real son. I hope you understand me and forgive me.

Love your mother’

I still have the letter and when ever I look at it, it just brings me to tears. After she left, my dad seemed to hate me even more. I wonder sometimes if really, the death of my older brother, Dongae was my fault. I guess it is. I guess it’s all my fault that my older brother died, that my dad got ruined, that my mom ran away, and that whenever someone sees me they feel disgusted and sick. I wonder if Eunhyuk and Sungmin really like me. Maybe they are just acting nice. Which ever it is, I love how they care for me. I never felt it before.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Jeez, why isn’t he coming out?”

The door than opened as if on cue. Donghae quietly shut the door behind him as if scared he might wake someone up and came to me and said, “Sorry, Eunhyuk. I was just thinking of something.”

“Again? You really think too much sometimes. You know that?”

Donghae just began walking and said, “Come on, before Sungmin gets mad at us for being late.”

“No need to. He called me this morning and said that he was going to a funeral in Japan where one of his relative lived. He said he was going to be gone for a while, like about two weeks because whoever that relative is really darn important.”

Donghae shrugged and said, “Why didn’t he tell us earlier?”

“Sudden death. Heart attack or something like that.”

They reached the school and did the same thing as usual. After school they walked out together and began talking about spring break that came after 5 more days.

“Man, I feel bad for Sungmin”

“Yeah, I agree. He’s going to have aaalllllloooottttt of homework.”

Donghae just laughed at how Eunhyuk looked when he said that.

“Hey, you actually laughed. Its rare to see you do that.”, it really did look good. He should to that more often.

Donghae rolled his eyes and began walking across the street.

“Hey! Wait up!”

When Eunhyuk caught up he said, “Sooooo, what ya wanna do today. Since it’s the weekend, why don’t we do something that we can do until really late.”

“Didn’t you complain seconds ago about the pile of homework we had? And don’t you have Hagwun(Tutor kind of stuff if u don’t know) at 10 PM?”

“My god, do you know my schedule more than I do?”

Donghae just smiled. Eunhyuk than said, “How long are you allowed to stay out today?”

“The same as usual. As long as you want.”

“Are you sure?”

Donghae nodded and Eunhyuk said, “Ok, what about this? I’ll ask my teacher if I can have a makeup lesson at 1 amish, and we can hang out until around 12:30.”

“Im ok with it, but will your teacher?”

“Yeah she’ll be fine. She’s use to me pushing my classes abit. Let me just call her right now.”

Eunhyuk began dialing the number and waited for her to answer. “Yub oh sae yo? Um hello Mrs. Park I was wondering if I can push my tutor to 1 am. Is that ok with you? Ok. Ok. Don’t worry Mrs. Park. Uh huh. Bye.”

“What she say?”

“She sounded kind of annoyed, but she said ok.”

“Great. Now what?”

“Now we think of what to do……………………………. What about no lae bang(singing thing u know…. Where u press some buttons and then a song comes out with the lyrics and u start singing like crazy^^)?”

“We can do that later at night. What about-”

“BUNGEE JUMPING!!!!!”

“WHAT??”

“What? I said BUNGEE JUMPING!!!!!”

“Count me out.”

“Why Donghae? Too chicken?”, for some reason whenever I tease Donghae and see him turn red, I cant help, but think its cute. Whoa, what am I thinking.

“No I’m not-“

“Your turning red Donghae”, his face turned even more red.

“Donghae, if your really scared, I can jump with you, just hold me tight.” I can see him turn more red if that was possible.

“Its not that-”

“I was just teasing ya” I started cracking up.

“Why you”

“Get me if you can, but before you do that, why don’t you think of something fun we can do?”

“What about shopping?”

Eunhyuk’s face turned white, “No way. No Way”

Donghae jus smiled wickedly knowing that Eunhyuk hated shopping the most in the world.

“Donghae, you are the most evil person I ever met.”

Donghae just laughed and said, “Seriously, what are we going to do?”

“My brain cant think straight because of you”

“Eunhyuk if you keep teasing me like that I am going to just make you go back to your house and make you sit down and do all your homework”

“Ok, ok, you are really evil. Sometimes even more evil than Sungmin!”

“What about we just go eat for now”

“Ok”, and Eunhyuk hung his arm around Donghae. Donghae flinched at the sudden movement and slightly stiffened, but acted like as if nothing was wrong. Eunhyuk couldn’t help wonder why he was like that, but quickly dropped his arm. They began looking for a restaurant as if nothing happened, but Eunhyuk couldn’t help but feel something strange toward Donghae. As if he needed him…..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was 12:03 and they decided to go home now.

“Well see ya tomorrow!”

“See ya, Eunhyuk”, and went separate ways.

After eating they really decided to go bungee jumping, but in order to go bungee jumping, Eunhyuk had to go shopping which was pure torture for him, but still was really fun. After that they went to the No Lae Bang, and sang for 2 or 3 hours, singing as many songs as they could. Eunhyuk couldn’t help, but feel that Donghae opened up to him a bit more than normal and felt really great about it. He saw Donghae laugh a lot too. And when he smiled, it seemed to reach his eyes.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

To be honest Donghae felt like he had alot of fun for the first time.... Eunhyuk was really nice, but he couldnt help but feel something weird from Eunhyuk. When they were singing and shopping, Eunhyuk kept on staring at his figure and it bothered Donghae..... I learned alot of new things too..... Not just things from school, but things outside. To be honest iIdidnt know what bungee jumping was, but Eunhyuk said alot of stuff about it so I knew basically what it was. When I did it, it felt so good falling.. It was great learning these things that I should have learned from my parents. I learned it from Eunhyuk and he didnt even know that he was teaching me things because he obviously thought I knew everything, it was just that he was telling me everything.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know that the last part didnt make any sense but oh well *^^*

Hope u enjoyed!!!!

Am I Really Loved? part 1

2007-09-30T03:35:46Z

Titile: Am I Really Loved?
Author: eunhae4ever

Rating: G (for now. It might get to nc17)
Pairing:eunhae^^

Summary: Donghae was never quite loved. His father
always hated him and hurted him and his mother left him. Will anyone ever love him?

“How much longer do I have to wait!”, the woman yelled, “ If the other baby wont be born soon, this child is going to die!”.

“Please, miss, relax. I’m sure the other twin will be born soon,” the nurse tried to relax the mother.

Outside, the father was excited, thinking of names for the two new sons. He finally decided to name the older twin Dongae, while the younger one Donghae. Soon the door opened and a sad looking nurse came toward him slowly. The father ran toward her and said,” Well?”

The nurse said carefully, while crying, “ I-I I’mm s-sorrry s-sir, bbut tthhe o-older o-one di-did n-not makke i-it.”

The man’s face fell, “W-what are you talking about?”

The nurse was literally crying her eyes out now, “The younger one wasn’t born in time so the older one died”.

The man ran into the room and stared at his wife, ignoring the crib that held Donghae in, “Dear, i-its o-ok. Its not y-your f-fault”.

The mother was sobbing and sobbing not knowing when to stop. Suddenly she stared at the crib and whispered, “Yes it is”

“No its not! That baby wasn’t strong enough to be born faster! Its not your fault”, and the man glared at the crib, full of uncontrollable hatred.

The woman just kept on crying.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When the baby finally came home the mother said in her most cheerful voice she can possibly make, “So now that I think about it, we didn’t even name this child properly yet. What should we name him?”

“No need to name that thing”

“Dear! Don’t call it a thing! We talked about this earlier, its not this child’s fault that Dong-”, she suddenly stopped at the name of her older son.

“Well if it hadn’t been for that thing to be born, Dongae would have been alive!”

The woman just stood there in front of the door, inside the house, not knowing what to say.

“Just name it Donghae like we planned earlier”, the man growled.

The mother just quietly nodded and whispered, “Lee Donghae”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Four Years Later…..

“Appa! I’m sorry!”, the child was sobbing in one of the corners of the room, hugging his legs, while leaning against the wall as much as he could, like as if he was going to be part of it.

“Ya e gae sae gi ya!! You have no right to cry right now! Its all your fault! Your fault that your older brother died, no my son! You aren’t even considered my son to me!”, the man shouted, slightly slurring because he was really drunk.

All of a sudden the mother ran in the room, just back from work running and stopping the man from hitting the child, “Please stop! Please! Dear stop! Your drunk!”

The man stopped, but kept on glaring at the boy.

The mother quickly told her child, “Donghae ya, I’m going to talk to your father so g-”

“Father?! Who do you think you are calling me his father!?”

“Just go to your room Donghae, ok?”, the mother gently said to her son. Donghae nodded and ran to his room still quietly sobbing.

“We talked about this thousands of times, dear! Its not his fault!”, the woman yelled.

“Well it is! And I’ll never forgive him!”

That night the mother packed her things as quietly as she could, but was caught by her son, “um ma, what are you doing?”

The mother sadly smiled and said quietly, “Donghae ya, um ma is ummm going on a business trip and wont be back for a while”, she quickly added, “Don’t worry…. I’ll be back soon, ok?”.

The boy nodded quietly and watched his mother put her luggage in the car. She was about to get in when she looked at her son and quickly got a piece of paper and a pen an wrote something. She gave it to Donghae and said, “Donghae, when you are old enough read this, ok?”, and got in the car and drove off. That was the last time Donghae saw his mom.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Eunhyuk aa, there’s a new student coming to our school!”, a friend of Eunhyuk named Sungmin said.

More kids began to crowd around Eunhyuk’s desk and began talking about the topic. Another kid named Siwon said, “You guys, don’t put your hopes up of becoming friends with him. I heard bad things about him from some friends of mine who went to the same school as he did before.”

Kids started asking Siwon questions. One kid named Yaesung asked “ What’s so bad about the new kid?”

Siwon said dully, “I heard his dad is always drunk after work, and always hitting the kid. In my point of view, they’re really poor and are low lives, making him a pretty stupid, bad attitude idiot.”

Eunhyuk couldn’t stand it anymore and stood up going towards Siwon and said, “How do you know if he has a bad attitude!? You never meet him!”

Everyone got quiet and soon the bell rang, telling the kids to get back to there seat.

The teacher came in with the new student that everyone was talking about. He was shorter than Eunhyuk and had really dark brown hair with dark brown eyes. He was pretty skinny. His hair was tied back, but the bangs were still in the way. He wasn’t exactly smiling. Just barely, but something about him shocked almost everyone in the class. He looked so pretty for a guy. He had a feminine figure, but he still had a guy's body at the same time. Not nice looking like Siwon, instead really pretty. Since this school was a boy high school, not that many boys dated girls. Most of them were gay. The teacher then began speaking, “Kids this is a new student named Lee Donghae. Hope you guys treat him nicely. Please introduce yourself Donghae.”

“Hi my name is Lee Donghae. It is really nice to meet you all.” , he briefly smiled, but it was gone as fast as it appeared. The guys voice was soft, but somewhat fragile and cold all at the same time, making the voice hard to describe.

“Lets see… Donghae why don’t you sit in front of Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk raise your hand so Donghae knows where you are.”

Donghae quickly found his seat and sat down.

Eunhyuk just watched him sit and didn’t really pay any attention to what the teacher was saying the first half of school. While the teacher was teaching history, Eunhyuk noticed something on Donghae’s neck. ‘Is that a finger mark? It looks as if someone strangled him or something. Maybe what Siwon said is true?’

“Eunhyuk, what’s the answer to question 15?” the teacher asked.

“Errr.”

“Weren’t listening again were you?” the teacher sighed and just turned to another student to answer the question.

Several minutes later, Eunhyuk felt something was nudging him and looked to is left.

“What?” he whispered to Sungmin.

Sungmin quickly passed a note to him and he quietly unfolded it.

‘Why are you looking at his neck? Your not turning gay too, are you?’

Eunhyuk quickly wrote back to him.

‘No, I'm not turning gay.It looks like someone was trying to strangle him. There are marks all over his neck.’ And he quickly gave it back to Sungmin.

Sungmin wrote back again. ‘Do you think it really is his dad?’

‘Don’t know. Beats me.’ He gave it to Sungmin and school ended.

When the teacher left, everyone began staring at Donghae. Donghae just completely ignored and began walking out of the room while putting on his backpack on his right shoulder. Eunhyuk and Sungmin looked at each other and quickly began chasing after him.

“Ya! Lee Donghae!” I shouted. Sungmin began doing the same thing.

When Donghae finally noticed and turned around to face us.

We quickly tried catching our breath and I said, “Hey. My name is Lee Eunhyuk, and this is Lee Sungmin. Nice to meet ya.”’ I brought out my hand toward him. He stared for a second, but shook it then Sungmin’s hand.

Sungmin then stared at me and grinned. I knew what that meant and I grinned back. Donghae seemed confused and we both asked, “Are you busy today?”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was several weeks since Donghae came to our school and Sungmin and I became friends with him. He was really quiet, but was really nice at the same time. We soon became best friends , and was soon known as the Lee Trio. Funny name. For some reason though more and more people except Donghae and Sungmin began talking to me, as if being with Donghae is contagious. It was so rare now to talk to my friends long ago, but I didnt really care, I liked my friends right now.

We began meeting more often after school at my house or Sungmin’s house, but never Donghae’s house. We never asked. We knew we had no right to and beside, it wasn’t our business. But sometimes I couldn't help, but feel worried about Donghae. Sungmin and I noticed lately that Donghae seemed to be getting more scars all over his body. Guys who passed him at school would start whispering about it behind his back, but Donghae never cared. The wounds seemed to be getting worse. Slowly, but surely. Even though we are all great friends, Donghae seems to be always hiding something from us. It makes us even more worried about him and sometimes Sungmin and I cant help, but feel curious about it. I just hope one day he will truly open up to us like true best friends.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I know its not so great so please dont get made at me. I am continuing.